School, work, friends, family, responsibility, obligations, the list goes on and on. I’ve reached the home stretch of this semester for school; there is one month left. Four weeks, that’s all I have left and then I can start taking classes that actually excite me; classes that I actually would want to attend. But the stress from this semester, and the workload that I’ve received has been building and building and the crescendo is going to be tomorrow. Everything that has happened so far this year will culminate tomorrow. I have an assignment due tomorrow that I’ve most regrettably held off until now and I’m paying for it. I’M STRESSED OUT! I’m not doing well in this class because of the format and the absolute stupidity of the class, and I’m probably going to end up dropping it and having to retake it over the summer. Not the end of the world, but being the people pleaser that I am, I hate to disappoint, and that’s exactly what I’m going to do when I tell my parents what is happening. (10 minutes later) It’s not even disappointment that I’m going to cause my parent’s that upsets me the most, It’s disappointing myself that is really getting me upset. I have been doing awesome in all my other classes and I’ve been making decent sized steps in my life as a whole, but this one class has been stressing me for almost 3 months now and It’s time to just sever ties and move on. If I try to hang on to the sinking ship, I’m only going to end up going down with it at some point in the future.
I’m not going to dwell on this. I’m going to move on and continue to do well in my other classes, and when summer comes around, I’ll have a second chance at it and I will take this course by the reins and ride it to the ground! After all, the only way to succeed is to have hope, be enthusiastic, and stay positive!
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